I have a desire to be creative but have been having trouble getting started. “Where do I start. Where do I being.” I created this blog page with no real direction. Write songs. Write ideas. tell stories. screen plays. comedy. I’m turning 35 soon. I’ve been single for 5 years. I have 2 girl friends of 1 year each and a 3 year relationship with a girl I should have cherished. So here I am. In and out of motivation. Never sure where to take the next step so I don’t. My time hasn’t passed. My time is whenever I choose it to be. Maybe it’s time to stop being obsessed with love, let it go. I try to do something else in the world. Do I need to help it? or do I feel moral obligated to?